Run Away From Reality

2010-04-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

我多想在见你一面。。

2010-04-11T04:03:00.002+08:00

有时候心理还会想：“你最近还好吗？”

2010-03-31T14:00:00.001+08:00

我在向一个没有目标的路途前进。。

2010-03-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

过了那么多年，你还是最美。。

2010-03-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

Testing testing..

Sent from my iPhone

2010-02-28T19:40:00.001+08:00

well.. found an old song that i liked..

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
of you but i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before i go
Just so you know..

2010-02-18T18:43:00.003+08:00

hadn't felted like this for a long time.. I seriously wonder what I can do to comfort myself and make myself feel better..

suddenly think of you..been so long..take care..

2010-01-31T15:30:00.002+08:00

Combination:

(1) iPad + LOD + Voyager
(2) iPod Touch + LOD + Voyager + HTC Snap
(3) iPod Touch + LOD + iBasso P2 + Xperia X10
(4) iPod Touch + LOD + iBasso P2 + HTC Snap

2010-01-03T18:06:00.001+08:00

I am very afraid that you would haunt me again...

There are still many pressing issues..

2009-12-27T17:30:00.001+08:00

Something i am seriously looking forward to.. Hope that it come soon..

Countdown To ORD

2009-12-16T17:16:00.002+08:00

Things to whack in 2010..

1) Cowon S9

2) HTC HD2

Total damage = SGD$1.3k

2009-11-01T16:32:00.002+08:00

1) 2 more high keys to go

2) waiting for december to come

3) hopefully this doesn't fail

4) can you keep a secret..?

2009-10-04T10:56:00.000+08:00

离开我你说是为了我好..

可知道这句话伤人不少..

就算忘不了没有大不了..

反正一切都不再重要..

2009-08-26T00:40:00.002+08:00

I guess it's time I take a break..

I have been running too fast..and I'm afraid to fall..

Time to sit back, sip some coffee and reorganize my thoughts before the next battle..

So much for feelings...Damn...

2009-08-19T05:36:00.006+08:00

I dunno if i should love it or hate it..

Ever since i got my samsung monitor, i have to stick my face to the screen to see its content. Although the alternative solution is to zoom in and adjust the percentage from its actual size, it is really troublesome. Well..I guess I shouldn't complain since this monitor really satisfy my gaming needs.

Anyway, I am now aiming for some new gadgets which I hope to get in the next 2 years.

The first one will be AKG K702 Headphones

This monster is definitely worth going for. The last time i tested the AKG K701, I didn't like it without knowing the reason why. Finally I realize that the reason lies in the burning in. This reminds me of kelvin's Beyerdynamic DT 880 headphones, The after effect from burning in is simply amazing. With its blue-black colour, comfy design and well-tuned drivers, it's definitely a state of the art headphone.

The second one will be custom earphones. Haven't really decided on what to get but the Ultimate Pro Custom 10 Pro is definitely one of my choices. Since it is custom made, there isn't really a standard picture for this.

Last but not least... the Harman Kardon SoundSticks II

I didn't test this before but the review looks good but the most important factor has to be the beauty of this speaker.

Total price of gadgets: Around SGD2K
Happiness from getting all this nonsense: Priceless

For everything else, there is mum, dad and army pay. =D

2009-08-15T16:46:00.000+08:00

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心..

2009-08-05T02:35:00.001+08:00

Some truth are meant to be kept silent..

Some questions are meant to be left unanswered..

2009-07-31T17:23:00.002+08:00

What about now..?
What about today..?
What if stories unfold tomorrow and there's nothing left to say..?
What if memories that I used to hold so dear.. eventually fades away..?

2009-07-23T02:15:00.000+08:00

难道这就是梦想吗？

2009-07-19T01:22:00.001+08:00

我知道你心里有个人 (但谁是哪个人?)
你总是笑着不承认
有时候真的很想问想从你的眼神
知道我有没有份

是不是你心里的人 (当然你不用明白承认)
只要用你的眼神默认
我就可以再往前多进个几分
找个理由来等你从朋友变情人

其实我好几次想要开口对你说
爱情的滋味就好像玛奇朵
甜蜜的烙印在我心口虽然他曾拉了你的手
只是摸摸你的头激动却一直跟着我

雨刚下过这一个夏天显得特别闷热
当你微笑看着我
那时候世界突然间静止一分多钟
那一个moment怎么去形容..

2009-07-08T23:54:00.001+08:00

也许你在我心里重来没离开过。。

但爱你却成为一个不能说的秘密。。

2009-04-28T18:11:00.004+08:00

After using my old core duo lappy for 1.5 years, I finally have my first DIY PC.

Here are the specs:

Chasis: Asus Vento Ta-M11 ATX Mid-Tower Black
Motherboard: Gigabyte GA-MA78GM-US2H
CPU: AMD Athlon X2 7750 BE
Graphics Card: Palit Radeon™ HD 4850 (512MB)
Random Access Memory: Corsair XMS2 4GB (2x2GB) DDR2 (TWIN2X4096-6400C5)
Hard Drive: Western Digital Caviar Green 500GB, 16MB Cache
Optical Drive: Gigabyte DVD-Rom
Power Supply: 450W
Keyboard: Microsoft Comfort Curve Keyboard 2000
Mouse: Razor Krait
Speaker: Sonic Gear Armageddon A5

Still trying to get use to my new Razor Krait which I bought yesterday after my $10 Prestigo mouse failed to function properly. In terms of benchmarking, this PC would have lost to those using Intel but this is suppose to be a budget rig!! So i guess this shall be my budget rig until my NS is over. Not bad considering the fact that my GC can run DMC4 up to more than 130 FPS. Setting games to AAX4 certainly seems thrilling to me. Well..will post some pictures of my PC and the benchmarking results some other day.

Edit: Samsung P2350 Monitor was added to the list! =)

2009-04-21T12:38:00.001+08:00

cause you're leaving on a jet plane, don't know when you'll be back again..

2009-03-22T03:50:00.002+08:00

Just came back from a kbox session. Really enjoyed myself this whole week. Filled with laughter and fun but above all...stress.

The NCO Training Camp 2009 has just ended and I kinda happy to be part of the planning team. Few weeks back I still had my long hair (while i still adore it) until i decide to take a bold step to return back to unit. I still remember Elton telling Rena,"Wah..shone cut hair because of NP ar? First time sia.." I was quite surprise that I did that too. Being MIA for nearly 1 year, the feeling of going back is mixed.

As expected, conflicts arises even before the start of the camp. But having the common goal in mind keep us going. I really felt that I have learn much from this camp. Taking on a planning role then a ops/ground work and having to think out of the box most of the time.

I remember how I use to envy ming who always exhibit perspicacious judgment which i thought was congenital in him. Now i come to realize that it is actually the letter 'R' in PICARD that is always missing in me. Pushing work to lwin and ming, skipping parade etc etc. I guess the word 'Responsibility' really draws a fine line between a good and bad leader. In this camp, I took on a much heavier role as the 'old bird' and when suddenly I felt that I am being relied on, the laziness suddenly died. Commitment comes hand in hand with Attitude, Discipline and Initiative to change my habits of procrastination. Well..the only thing that never change is Punctuality. Took a cab down on the first day of camp cause I couldn't wake up. Not to mention that I was 30 min late when I am suppose to meet ming and rena at 7.30pm

Of course, the best thing about the whole camp is gossiping about cadets. Especially those who told blatant lies, so obvious that we were like 'OMFGWTFBBQ!!!. Rena was fuming mad over those allegation and poor zheng bao had a sore eye. However as instructors we pull through those tough times, knowing that we have to put a strong front. Lastly, what is most rewarding is the lessons that the NCO learn. It suddenly reminds me of NIE's 'Moulding Lives, Shaping Tomorrow'.

Being in NPCC for 7 years, I dare say this is my most successful camp. I wonder how much more time left do I have with this unit of mine. As of now, NPCC is just like playing a game of basketball; During a game, you will feel enervated but the burning flame of passion never dies.

2009-03-10T02:14:00.001+08:00

9th March 2009

11.23PM

Found a reason to miss you..

2009-02-20T16:02:00.001+08:00

让风吹干流过的泪和汗..

只渴望有一天你会想起我的脸..

2009-02-11T02:23:00.001+08:00

突然好想你 - 五月天歌词

作词：五月天阿信作曲：五月天阿信

最怕空气突然安静最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛著不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终于让自已属于我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你你会在哪里过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那么甜那么美那么相信那么疯那么热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你你会在哪里过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛著不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然听到你的消息

2009-02-07T19:17:00.001+08:00

天涯何处无芳草,何必单恋一枝花?

2009-01-12T16:55:00.001+08:00

Testing Post..

Integration of Windows Live Writer and Blogger..

Testing Post..

Uploading of Pictures using Windows Live Writer and Blogger..

2008-12-04T15:08:00.004+08:00

Sometimes when I felt weak or when the future looks bleak, it's always these things that reminds me what I am here for..

The path is rocky but I will walk to the very end..

2008-10-14T01:49:00.004+08:00

Here is one song I really like..

I guess it's because of the meaning behind this song..

Title: Dear God
Band: Avenged Sevenfold

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

~"Dear God..I pray for a sign and guidance.."~

2008-09-29T01:32:00.002+08:00

Angel, you are right...there is really something that i wanna talk to you about..

Just that the time isn't right yet..

How i wish you can hear my thoughts and tell me what to do, tell me to say, tell me what it takes to make it right..

2008-09-28T01:22:00.002+08:00

I guess it will be next summer when I see your mesmerising eyes again..

2008-09-25T00:12:00.001+08:00

It's very scary when you don't know yourself..
It's very scary when you can't control yourself..
It's very scary when you don't know how you feel..
I don't know who I am.......

2008-09-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

I will have to concentrate..
I will have to concentrate..
I will have to concentrate..

I will have to focus..
I will have to focus..
I will have to focus..

I will have to remember what xy and hl told me. Remember those words that hit right into my face. Remember how that pierce my heart.

I NEED AGITATION!

绝对无敌的传说

能永远不会被打破

必须要战斗我会

if I'm ever gonna get back, get back, get back

绝对无敌的传说

能永远记住在心中

必须要战斗我会

if I'm ever gonna get back, get back, get back

Yo picture this

U

got a kid in a room

his hands sweatin and shakin while he's lacin his shoes

the excitement's buildin up for what's comin up soon

To get there and do what he was born to do

他拥有篮球梦

他成为地域修罗

他知道全盘战局只能够靠自己掌控

只感到一点疲倦

只感到一些危险

但是胜负分明之前绝对不会退却

Cuz now he's out on the floor

And he's catchin the pass

slashin to the glass, movin so fast, right to the hole,

they don't know how to stop him

and he keeps on droppin

2's and 3's by the second

and the crowd is rockin

so they knock him

躺在冰冷地上

只要一个深呼吸就能再冲刺全场

那慢动作的世界

欢呼声蜂拥如浪

就在一分钟过后强者加冕成王

绝对无敌的传说

能永远不会被打破

必须要战斗我会

if I'm ever gonna get back, get back, get back

绝对无敌的传说

能永远记住在心中

必须要战斗我会

if I'm ever gonna get back, get back, get back

Imagine

有个女孩出现

她在人群之中永远都是第一惹眼

她总是在身边

不知心里想谁

所有男人梦想哪天能给她全世界

But the truth

is that there's someone on the other team

Someone who stole her heart

Someone who holds her dreams

They kiss for the 1st time just the other evening

Her brother's 23 but her lover's number 16

战况激烈

好戏正要上演

女孩不知道自己应该站在哪一边

眼神交汇只是瞬息万变

大家都屏住呼吸忍住不眨眼

16 on the break

23 on the chase

Brother goes in the air with brother up in his face

They come crashing to the dirt

Tears about to burst

When the game is over who she gonna run to first, yo

绝对无敌的传说

能永远不会被打破

必须要战斗我会

if I'm ever gonna get back, get back, get back

绝对无敌的传说

能永远记住在心中

必须要战斗我会

if I'm ever gonna get back, get back, get back

有时感觉阻碍太多

我还是会夺魄折磨骄傲战斗

Nothin's gonna stop me

Ey yo this game of life is one big struggle

We gotta hustle just to make it everyday

and to find ourselves a way

to fight the fears we facin

and grab those dreams we chasin

cuz there ain't no competition

when we rise to the occasion, c'mon

绝对无敌的传说

能永远不会被打破

必须要战斗我会

if I'm ever gonna get back, get back, get back

绝对无敌的传说

能永远记住在心中

必须要战斗我会

if I'm ever gonna get back, get back, get back

2008-08-19T22:33:00.004+08:00

Say hello to my new toys!!!

1) Ultimate Ears Triple Fi. 10 Pro

2) Go-Vibe DAC

The long awaited day has finally arrive. These babies definitely need burn in before a full review.

Triple Fi. 10 Pro + Go-Vibe Dac = Happy Me! =)

2008-08-17T05:20:00.003+08:00

I went to cygig's blog hoping to find some new interconnect that he imports in but end up being stuck on this video

University Lipdub (HS Furtwangen) from DASKAjA on Vimeo.

I think its a nicely done up clip by some university. Can't help but laugh at the last part.

Well...Now I am eyeing on that HeadAmp Pico. Probably not now but in less than a year I may get one. I guess I can finally consider my P2 BURN-IN! The change was very sudden. I turned it on in the morning and ta-da! Everything sounded so different. It's like some fairy did some op-amp for the P2 during my sleep. I changed my iPod's EQ to vocal booster cause the treble booster that i use to have is somewhat irritating now. Too bright for my likings. I kind of miss the initial bass level from the P2 which has fade away, but it's alright since other components such as soundstage and treble open up. The bass remains tight but lesser depth. It has remain like this for more than a week and I am happy with the burn-in effect. =)

Oh ya.. I STILL CAN'T ACCEPT THE FACT THAT LOGITECH TOOK OVER ULTIMATE EARS!! Now I really have to think twice (or even thrice!) about buying that Triple Fi. 10. I am really really afraid that Logitech will make changes to its build quality and specification of the TF 10. Moreover Westone 3 will be out by end of this year. Should I wait? Can I resist the urge?

Oh well..the audiophile world is a poisonous one..

2008-08-04T02:49:00.002+08:00

Student Internship Programme has finally ended as of 1st August 2008. Had a great time with Kelvin, Kok Yong, Siyun and Stephen for the past 4 months. Not forgetting our supervisor cum LO, Mr. Jackson. I seriously pity you for having to go through my nonsense every single day. Haha.

Anyway, I woke up on saturday feeling a bit out of my mind (Jia Wei was like, "you everyday also so crazy de." Very true indeed..)and started to dismantle my previous PC. Since my laptop has been sent to Acer for repair, I have to use my dad's PC because my old PC's power supply has been out of order. So what have I transplant over to my dad's PC?

1) FX 5200 Graphic Card
2) DDR2-667 512MB RAM
3) Sony DVD ROM
4) Maxtor 40GB Hard disk

Significant improvement? I guess my answer will be a Yes and No. Definitely an improvement over the initial setup of my dad's old Dell PC but I just don't like it when it lags during alt-tabs. That's the difference between core duo and single core processors i think. Well..I shouldn't complain because I can still dota with this PC.

As mention above, SIP has just ended and its time to find a new job. I seriously can't wait to get my Triple Fi. and Silvermax. I so hope that Westone 3 will come out by then for me to test it out. Should I get the Mini3 amp too or aim for a DAC for my laptop first? Life is so full of decisions..how true can that get?

Time for bed.. 3 rounds at Bedok Reservoir makes one tired..

2008-07-11T01:43:00.004+08:00

one post before heading for bed.

I went to Stereo last week to try out the Qables and Ultimate Link LOD but apparently the differences in sound quality is just too minimal. The Silver Master-I doesn't seem to do wonders when I tried them out. I guess I should just get my next earphone or headphone first before choosing a LOD. Who knows by then ALO will be available at Jaben?

I am now in a dilemma on what I should get next.

Will it be the Ultimate Ears Triple Fi. 10?

Or the Audio Technica ESW9?

Or will it be the Ultrasone Proline 750?

Haix. I need more money!!

2008-07-04T03:44:00.004+08:00

I was doing my usual stuff of surfing the internet when I suddenly saw this website and I lmao for the next half an hour.

I guess getting this kind of question for a university entrance exam is quite expected. But how about getting this kind of question for the university entrance exam?

This looks like an 'O' level question in an E math paper!

Although many of us hate those PRC because they are snatching up many of our jobs, but we cannot denie the face that many of them are much more clever than us.

Anyway, visit this site --->> http://www.exampaper.com.sg/
There are a lot of funny stuff to see there and of course, to laugh about.

The teacher seems to be a babe. If only there were such tutors back then. I would be the first few to sign up. =P

It's 4am. Time for bed..yawnzz..

2008-07-01T02:51:00.002+08:00

It's 2.50am and I can't sleep! I wonder if i am turning into a nocturnal animal soon.

I realize that my previous entries were all on audio and hardly anything about my life. Alright here goes..

1) Did my first 15KM race.
2) Have a night cycling trip with ming liang. It was fun cycling from East Coast to
Bedok and also from Orchard to East Coast.
3) Watched horror shows at the cinema twice in the middle of the night.
4) Company's revenue has more than $1,300 till date.
5) Went back for NPCC parade.
6) Finally started on logbook!! I owe jackson this logbook for like donkey years.
7) Learn how to fish.
8) Tidied my room, iron clothes and did some household chores.
9) Planning on how to spend my money for the next 6 months (is it a good or a bad
thing?)
10) Prepared most of the documents and slides for board meeting

I saw melvin's nick the other time and it was something like "the next 5 years are set". What he meant was probably national service, then university, learning at NIE and lastly taking teaching as a career. Anyway, congrats in getting the MOE scholarship. The upcoming 4th university as announced got me excited. NUS and NTU is beyond my reach. As for SMU, the chances are so slim that it can be catergorized together with the previous two. That leaves me with SIM (and probably James Cook University...got to know this uni from SL's blog.)

I seem to have something against SIM. The name of it don't seem to be too pleasing, not to mention where it is located. School fees is going to be another factor. There was a time when I told myself, "nah..its alright. I am too young to think about that."

I guess I better start worrying now. My next five years are NOT set!

~Life was probably easier without you...~

2008-06-26T01:17:00.002+08:00

Just bought a headphone amp 2 weeks ago. Had my eyes and ears set on the iBasso P2 for some time already. Went down all the way to stereo (damn it..why must it locate at woodlands?) to test and buy the unit.

My amp and UE4 (finally back from RMA) both have over 50 hours of burn in time. Together with the Jaben Interconnect, I will write a review together with the pictures soon.

So what's next?

August - Silver Master-I Interconnect (all the way to Stereo again!)
October - Ultimate Ears Triple. Fi 10 (or maybe SuperFreQ, Shure E530, Livewires?)
In years to come - UE11? Westone 3? Pico amp? RSA Predator? iQube?

The audiophile world is a small one. Happen to find out that kath's boyfriend is also an audiophile. If i remember correctly, Westone UM1 + RSA Hornet is his rig. If only I have the money to buy a RSA.

Audio Nirvana = Priceless
For everything else, there is always Mastercard. =)

~help me say the words out loud...~

2008-06-04T21:22:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: Bring me to life (Evanescence)
Earphones: iGrado

Finally got myself a decent pair of headphones, the Grado's iGrado. Thanks to my dad (i poison my dad with Uncle Wilson's poison :p)that I manage to get this bundled promotion together with his Mylarone's LBi. Overall experience is different from my UE4.

Those who likes strong mids, not so heavy bass and alright highs can try this headphone. The first thing I notice is the strong vocals. The vocal sounds as if the singer is singing straight right in front of you. The vocal seperation is also very good. Most of my S.H.E songs sound really good on this headphone with a very distinct differences in Selina's and Hebe's voice. Another great feature is the wide stagesound. It beats my UE4 hands down with the live version of hotel california. I agree with some reviews that the tone is overly bright but after about 30 hrs of burn-in, it sounded a lot better. I changed the sponge from the default thick padding to the thinner Sennheiser HS-81's sponge so as to make the highs sound more distinct. However the comfortability suffers but it still feels okay. Thumbs up for the bass (especially on Flo Rida Ft. T Pain's Low). Enough punch and power to me but can be improved with an amp (probably a Go-Vibe Magnum? :p) Lastly, guitar sounds really good but the pianos are once again.. overly bright. Hmm.. Probably the next time i should do is rip all my songs to 192 bits and hear for the differences.

The only con i can think of is the sound leakage. Being a headamp, sound leakage is pretty normal but the leakage from this headphone is too much. I only use this at home and when i go for my runs so I guess its quite alright. Some people will find the design ugly and i cannot agree more. But I can't really be bothered since I won't be bringing it out often and for this price, design was probably the last thing on Grado's mind (and sound quality comes first!).

I guess I will be visiting Uncle Wilson very soon since Kelvin's birthday is just round the corner and I have to send my UE4 in for servicing *sad*. Hope Uncle Wilson will loan me a pair of X3i while my UE4 is gone. So what should I whack next? Klipsch Custom 3 + matchbox amp? Q-Jays + matchbox amp? Go-Vibe Magnum?(audition this and really love it!) Westone's UM2? Etymotics or even FreQ? I guess clayton will be very glad to see me too.

So much for gear lust...haha.. More reviews after I get my Dual Driver IEM or amp! :)

Oh ya.. F1 Canada race is next week. Who should I buy? Kimi or Hamilton?

~街头那盏路灯仿佛在笑我愚笨..没什么能做但我比谁都真诚..~

2008-05-18T01:13:00.002+08:00

To those who says that saturday is the best day of the week, I second that man.

First of all, I can give that irritating alarm a miss. It's pure torture having to wake up at 8am every morning just to put your name on that piece of paper which i doubt any lecturer would even bother to give it a look.

The itinerary for the rest of the day includes dota-ing, watching anime, shows, camping at various forums, checking out the latest techs in town and meeting up with those 1)too busy to meet up from mon-fri, 2)those who stuck in tekong, HTA from mon-fri.

Just came back from toa payoh after meeting melvin and xiao yue. I couldn't contain my laughter when i saw that little amount of hair on melvin's head (the same reaction I got when I first saw ming liang...Well, soon it will be my turn). Apart from being more muscular, mel is still the same old mel (still meeting weird people on the streets wherever he goes..LOL!). The same goes for xiao yue. Too bad Ann Kay wasn't there with us tonight. Hope to meet up soon.

Sorry vic, I couldn't go to your concert although i promised.

Got to hit the sack and get down to work tomorrow. Damn it (but i'm already paid).

~I'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell, I know right now you can't tell...~

2008-05-12T00:50:00.002+08:00

It seems that I have a habit of thinking and planning my stuff while bathing in the toilet. *sigh* Sometimes I just wish that I am a computer. Analyze the details given to me, gather info from my fellow "friends", stored it in my hard disk and tad-dah! Best of all, a computer doesn't have feelings.

To put long story short, vistit http://sourceforge.net/projects/freemind/. Its a free mind map software to help people with sophisticated mind like mine to lay out their ideas before them. (It suddenly reminds me of the mindmap software which the director uses in Dan Brown's Digital Fortess). Anyway, I use it to plan ahead of the stuff that I want to do. Although I seriously hate planning (which explains why my future is fried) but with the stuff on hand, I guess I better do something about it.

Went Kbox with ming liang and may lwin on saturday. Ming is paying the jungle a visit and will only be back 12 days later. Enjoy! Lwin is also another siao gin na. I hope you don't die working. Sorry melvin, hope we get to meet up next week.

Hopefully they offer SAT in december. It's time to hit the books.

And whack it hard..

~It's alright..Just endure a little more..~

2008-05-04T06:50:00.003+08:00

I'm missing you bad (your bed),
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots
Where we'd have to speak
And this bottle of beast is taking me home~

Hope, dangles on a string,
Like slow spinning redemption,
Winding in, and winding out,
The shine of it has caught my eye~

Well this is one time, well this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all~

And the people here are asking after you.
It doesn't make it easier.
It doesn't make it easier to be away.(to be away)
I'd like to hire a plane.(a plane)
I'd see you in the morning, (morning)~

I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
I'll be all right when my hands get warm~

Road rules apply,
There's so much action
You're getting busy,
So I'll call you're cellular phone,
To tell you tv night was,
Lonely without you,
And so am I,
So am I~

Hands down that(this) is the best day I can ever remember.
Always remember the sound of the stereo.
The dim of the soft lights.
The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock, when we realized "It's so late!"
And this walk that we share together~

I'd be so pleased to see you
Out of the classroom wearing the smile that I'll bring you~

2008-05-02T15:14:00.002+08:00

Oh my God! I can't stop myself from listening using Ultimate Ears IEMs. It makes all the music that I have listened for the past 18 years sounds like crap. I guess i am turing into an audiophiles.

I must admit my UE 4 sounds inferior to the UE 5 Pro that kel had. Not to mention the GoVibe DAC accompanied with Storm 3 Amp (except for that fuck up line-in which I think he should change). My first IEM is my Creative EP630 which i lost it together with my Creative Microphoto 8GB sometime back. If only I got the money to whack Triple Fi. 10. With 3 drivers inside, music is redefined. (And I dunno why the fuck kelvin is letting me listen to indian song right now...zzzz...)

Anyway, I bought my meizu and bought an iPod nano instead. The sound quality is more balance on the iPod as compared to the meizu. Kinda sad that the meizu cannot fully release the potential of my UE 4. Meizu has strong bass but weak mids. Moreover the UE 4 has clearly defined bass and with the hardware in meizu, music sounds overpowered with bass. But I am going to miss the wide range of settings that i can do with my meizu. Spatilizer, bass, treble controls etc.

Today is the first day of sales. Manage to make enough in the first few hours to cover rental for the next few days. Hope that sales for next week will be better.

2008-04-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

I think the National Service fever has finally hit me. Stories ranging from selfish squadmates to insane swimming instructors makes me feel like running away from national service. Sounds like a weakling yea?

But no, its not the physical pain and the endurance that I am afraid of. It's being kept away from the outside world that makes me wanna run away. Even though I am not serving national service now, I feel much lonier than ever. Not because I don't have friends but my closer friends have all went in to protect our nation. Ming Liang being one of them. NO, I AM NOT GAY. But i miss you dude. Apart from that, may lwin has move on to join scouts so I see her less frequent.

Anyway, very sorry to melvin and deacon. Such news from the both of you are quite unexpected. Melvin, when I first heard the news, the first thing that came to my mind was what happen 4 years back at east coast park. Just move on man. I guess I am no better. Being strain on this island without your prescene for the next 4 months.

Heard that you had an argument with angel. Argument are pretty normal, maybe apologize to each other other and everything will be alright. =)
Tomorrow is the start of a new week. I wonder what awaits me.

~上帝，如果给我一个机会，我可以选择不去想念她吗？~

2008-04-26T16:51:00.003+08:00

歌曲：凌晨三点钟
歌手：张智成

现在是凌晨三点钟
喝了点酒头有点痛
寂寞的烟点燃空虚的夜
暂时把心放空
你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后

那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后
要怎么去拼凑
Baby Baby
Love can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻
话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
Baby Baby
Love should be so beautiful
你给的太多
现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的
凌晨三点钟

现在是凌晨三点钟
喝了点酒头有点痛
你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后
凌乱的房间里头
还留着你的香味
怎么也戒不掉你独特的笑容
如果时钟倒着走
我不会再让你走
有些事情要绝望到底
才能看得透

~~~
这是你离开的第三个星期六
面包我吃了两口
啤酒还剩半升
香烟我还是一包接一包地抽
你搬走了以后
我还会常常在你住的公寓底下
等你下楼
~~~

2008-04-25T00:30:00.003+08:00

Gadgets, Gadgets and more Gadgets!

Recently just bought a new mp3 player, Meizu SL. M6 4GB(white) from SLS and also a pair of Ultimate Ears Super Fi. 4 from Jaben. Rob uncle wilson of a sumajin sports band which costs $18. Quite a good buy but I will definitely go for an upgrade one of these days. I will also write a review when I have the time.

Here are the add-ons to my wishlist:
1) Ultimate Ears Triple Fi. 10 Pro
2) iPod (Video, Touch, Nano 2nd Gen)
3) GoVibe DAC
4) iBasso T2
5) Ellesse Sportivo Watch
6) Audio Technica ES 7 or 9

Progress has been slow for our initial start up. But nevertheless the time spent was fruitful. Things should get busy by next week when the website is up. Anyway, there is still a need for designs so we still need more designs to come in. Apart from that, the first batch of consignment that came in was pretty alright. Time to put in more effort to make this a success.

~what hurts the most...was being so close...~

2008-03-03T18:49:00.002+08:00

i saw this on someone's msn nick and i thought that its quite true..

"Women are like the police. Having all the evidence in the world, they still need the confession."

Any women out there would like to raise a defence?

2008-02-22T00:58:00.001+08:00

Just one more song before i set my heart on studying for tomorrow's paper.

作曲：林俊杰
编辑：智成家族

剩下没多少时间
让我再唱一首歌给妳
一过了今夜世界就毁灭
我想我还有一天
可以学会如何来爱妳
在来不及以前渴望来得及

闭上眼睛忍住泪别哭泣
末日前夕请留在我怀里
看太阳暗去月光失明
我只想牵妳的指尖绕地球最后一圈
黑夜降临别害怕我爱妳
末日前夕请留在我怀里
我在这世界最眷恋的事情
就是曾拥抱妳

多想永远拥抱妳
我感受到什么在剧烈颤抖
是天空或者妳的手
别让任何事情打断我看着妳
最后一次看着妳

闭上眼睛忍住泪别哭泣
末日前夕请留在我怀里
看太阳暗去月光失明
我只想牵妳的指尖绕地球最后一圈
黑夜降临别害怕我爱妳
末日前夕请留在我怀里
我在这世界最眷恋的事情
就是曾拥抱妳

~我在这世界最眷恋的事情就是曾拥抱妳..~

2008-02-19T06:52:00.001+08:00

现在是凌晨六点三十分

想你的时候时间也过得特别的慢

今天我以走了那段路两遍，回忆还深深的浮现在我脑海里

昨天当我看见你，我不否认心理有一种酸酸的感觉

这是所谓的心酸吗？

我不想知道，我很害怕眼泪会像那时一样。。一滴一滴不停的掉落。。

这个星期五的group outing，我会是用怎么样的心情对待你？

那你又是用怎么样的心情来面对我呢？

我真的不想去想。。

期待之后的伤心。。
努力之后的失败。。

脆弱的心又再次开了一刀深深的伤口。。

2008-02-16T04:35:00.001+08:00

Happy 19th birthday! =)

May everything you do be smooth sailing and hope you will be happy everyday.

2008-02-16T04:31:00.001+08:00

2月14日2008年

一个难以忘记的情人节

一个以为在梦里才会有的情人节

那小小的手心
温暖的拥抱
说不完的甜言蜜语

当你投进我的怀抱时，我才深深体会和明白常常在偶像剧听到的。。

“多希望时间能停止在这一刻。。”

多希望时间能停止在你喂我吃Love Potion #23 的冰淇淋。
多希望时间能停止在我们拉着手走在无人的行人道。
多希望时间能停止在我们拥抱在一起的那一刻。
多希望时间能停止在我把花棒到你手中的时候。

有很多的那一刻我都不想失去

我们都很明白我们在彼此心理的地位

虽然早已预料到后果但是我从没后悔为你做出一切的一切。

谢谢那班不断的鼓励我，很讲意气的朋友

Say Bing: Thanks for helping in giving ideas and rushing to help me although you had a
tiff with your girlfriend. I am really sorry about spoiling your belt.
Glen: You this noob shit. You know I love you best. Without you, I’m sure to screw up
many things.
Prata: Sorry for spoiling your slippers and causing burns to your fingers.
Jia Wei: Your that one and only final candle is really damn imbal. Thanks man.
Da ge: Thanks for being there to support me mentally.

我也没忘了还有一群在我离开学校之前为我加油打气的朋友。

今天早上一缜开眼睛时，就想起昨晚的一切。

走向library的复印店时，可以感觉到喉咙似乎干干的，眼睛也一直含着眼泪。在ERM tutorial打瞌睡时也梦到昨晚的事。常常嬉皮笑脸，疯疯癫癫的我也一时不知要怎么搞笑起来。

也不知这种after effect会持续多久。希望能在大考之前振作起来。

真的好久没那么emo了。这一次心灵的创伤也许需要一些时间恢复。

一年半一直渴望的梦想已成真。我真的不应该提高我所要的而应该守护我现在所拥有的。

我只能期待明年的情人节。。

但是现在我只好想想要如何一人度过这漫长的夜晚。。

~爱你就像是跑一场马拉松。。不管多坚苦，我也会一直向前进。。直到终点。。~

2008-01-07T23:48:00.001+08:00

result sucks

lait test tomorrow

i haven't study

May God bless me..

I am so dead..

2007-12-27T01:19:00.000+08:00

It's again another night with insomnia..

Christmas went by just like this and soon it will be a new year.

As the name suggests, 'New Year' is a time to reflect on authenticity and obligation, especially when it comes to issues of maturity and disillusionment. It's an inescapable question... it's safe to say that anyone who enters adulthood should know what is expected of them being labelled an adult.

A few years back, you probably spend a large part of the holiday searching within yourself for that excited, innocent child who could just enjoy the bright colors and ritualistic songs, and who could just indulge in attention and wish-fulfillment.

However, now you can only look at kids probably 10 years younger than us having such endowment while all we have is a confusing mix of familial love and troublesome economic and social obligation (although i didn't really spend much on christmas gifts neither did I recieve many..)

I see a tough year ahead which i (sad to say...inevitably) must go through. I seriously starting to doubt my ability to survive through next year and the thoughts of it makes me want to run away from reality.

First of all will be the departure of all my JC's male friends. Army is not the best place to be in but it will sure make you a person with stronger personality and character. However that leaves people (like me) who are not in there to be lonely.

Secondly, I have made my mind to cross this line. There is no longer a need to be afraid, embarrass or fear of any outcome. I will just run it down and do what I must do. Feburary.... I await for this day to come.

Thirdly, Sundown Marathon or Lioncity Marathon. It's cool to see people wearing that shirt saying '42.195km finisher'. It makes people who wear shirts like 'friends are forever, boys are whatever' so "whatever".

Fourth, Student Internship Programme. I doesn't matter what I got. Be it OSIP, Start-up or local. I just don't want to be half the globe away from you for 4 months.

Fifth, last chance to improve my results. Do I need to say more?

There are more to it: FOW + FOC, SYF 2008 (i never get sick of being SKW), probably some HQ events... etc etc.

I think i better head for bed. Reporting time is 6am.

And I am so gonna be late.

So long.. I miss you..

2007-12-07T14:05:00.000+08:00

Fact 1: Term test is starting next week
Fact 2: It will last for 5 gruesome days
Fact 3: I have missed more than enough lessons this week to achieve the title of 'part-time' student.
Fact 4: -secret- It's pretty obvious if you know me well enough and seen me doing it.

Outcome: Do or Die.

Results to be published in Jan 2008.

For the first time, I feel that I can really turn the tables around. Well...I guess I should be humble for now and let the results speak itself.

2007-12-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

你终于为我们之间编写出了一个结局。

也许我会像歌词一样‘冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管’。

但如果你打从我心底的问我。。我只能说: "紧紧相依的心如何Say Goodbye?"

走在这条路上，我一直默默在你的身后，时间把过去都带走

担心你脆弱怕你受挫，忘了自己的痛

在你身上找到的不只是‘背叛’，‘一直’和‘瓦解’这三首歌。

还有写不完的歌词以描写出我的内心世界

只要你看得懂你会发现我

不只是你的朋友。。我只是少了一点勇气把爱说出口。。

如今，我也只能为这个故事画上最后一个句号

残忍的回忆不肯放手

但是在我找到另一个‘她’之前，我只能说：

“我会一直站在爱你的路口。。。”

~也许泪流干之后有彩虹。。~

2007-11-11T12:10:00.000+08:00

Check out 2007's Top 200 Universities Ranking

http://www.topmba.com/fileadmin/pdfs/2007_Top_200_Compact.pdf

NUS drop from 19 in 2006 to 33 this year
NTU drop from 61 in 2006 to 69 this year
SMU not even inside. LOL

Harvard anyone?

2007-11-10T12:06:00.000+08:00

just some photos taken during officer's day..

2007-11-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

The day started off meeting ck at bedok mrt station. Suppose to meet at 1pm. But our favourite pastime is 'chi dao' so only meet up with him at 1.30pm. Went all the way to pasir ris to meet the glen and jia wei. On the train we did some bian tai stuff. Damn funny. From fingernails to leg hair. Met up with the other guys at marina square then decide to go party world because Kbox too ex.

First time to party world with the class. I think kbox is much better than party world. Pary world looks like some sleazy hotel awaiting to be demolished. I wonder if its that party world alone (we went to the one at chinatown) but if the ambience is bad, wait till you see the user interface. Sing, shout, scream, xia lan glen and play inside.

Anyway went to eat after singing, freaking ordered the wrong food. The curry taste like chinese medicine the the yam beancurd taste like dunno what sai (look and taste like glen). I thought sway enough le but in end went back bedok must queue to use ATM and its like 11pm la. At this time bedok like wulu de, but dunno why still must queue damn long. Queue damn long nvm, in the end cannot activate my debit card. Sian. LL go back home. Chat with ck while on the way back. Luckily got things to say. Remember got one time go back with him then damn awkward cause no conversation.

Holidays are never enough. Happy 你爸打你！

IT Law lecture @ 9am tomorrow. Zzzz..

2007-11-07T00:42:00.000+08:00

Life is much better than before..

Looking forward to all sundays and the upcoming sitex fair. Even if it means burning up all my sundays until februray. Hmmm... lets see how it goes.

I wonder how OSIP will be like. To leave this island for 4 months seems exciting to me. Hopefully the selection turns out well.

So many decisions to make....well, should i or shouldn't I? I guess that depends on... isn't it? Bah... Just wait till friday then decide ba..

time for bed.

2007-11-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

Wheex!!!

2 weeks has past since school reopen and i havent post anything.

Very very busy indeed. It's hard to handle 7 subjects and on top of that still got other things to worry about. Finally finish the lance corporal test and bukit timah hike (i have been up to that summit 5X le. can i not go next year?) and now must concentrate on the annual camp liao. (RENA!!! HURRY UP COME BACK AND SHARE MY BURDEN!!! =P)

At least school is much better than work. The only thing i look forward while working is the payslip. This hols must be my all-time record. 5 jobs in nearly 2 months.

Comex 2007 = $230
IT assistant = $90
Tuition = $20
Quest Laboratories = $1278
Camp High Achievers = $20+

Total = $1638+
Hmm..Hopefully can earn more during my next hols.

Kinda did my planner. I guess I will be real busy from now on till the end of the year. =)

Wheex~~~

=)

2007-10-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

Another random stuff that I came across while I was on facebook.

"I wish i were your derivative so i could lie tangent to your curves..."

f ' [x]

Remeber calculus in Add math?

In calculus, the derivative is a measurement of how a function changes when the values of its inputs change. Putting it in layman's term, derivative is the tangent of a curve. The process of finding a derivative is called differentiation and thats how we get dy/dx.

Try telling that phrase to a girl.

She will probably slap you for being a pervert or love you for complimenting her voluptuous body.

2007-10-04T00:54:00.000+08:00

Ming Liang asks me to blog and hao lian on this "heroic" deed.

On the 3rd of October 2007, at about 8.50pm, Eric and I were walking along bedok north road (did I get the street name correct? I only know its the road near ck house...)

Suddenly we heard a loud crash followed by screeching sound.

At first I thought somebody's tire punctuate but few moments later I can see the motorcyclist laying with his face down.

His motorbike collide with a car.

So I took out my MP3 player and started looking for "How to save a life.." and it says "Step one you say we need to talk..." -_- (as lame and childish as ever...some things just never change...haix...)

Anyway, I drop my bag, ran over to that guy and shook him. No response.

Called out to him. Still no response.

KNN. I was thinking,"cannot be die le ba?"

Tried carrying him but that guy is si bei heavy (or maybe i am just too weak)

Actually I also quite hum cause while trying to save him, my mind was thinking, "what if the motorbike explode? What if some pa jiao driver just knock me down?"

I saw an oncoming taxi coming my way and tried to flag it but that CCB taxi driver just drove off. (I was rather stupid at that point of time and should remember that something called AMBULANCE is available in this world.)

Luckily got one china guy (i think should be china or malaysia) came to help me. Ask me to carry his legs then he carry the shoulders and move him over to the nearby patch of grass. As usual, all the kay poks were around with comments like 'OMG!!!', 'CALL POLICE!!!', 'WTF?!', 'NA BEI! CAR PLATE NUMBER WHAT AR? MUST BUY 4D!' (Ta ma de. I should have took down the motorbike's number plate too. =P)

Heng heng the guy still can sit up and he is conscious. Saw his motorbike engine still on then asked the crowd if anyone can just off the engine. Then got one uncle then went over to off the engine. I look look see see that everything quite ok liao then i quickly ciao. The ambulance really very fast. I haven't cross the traffic light at the church there then they arrive liao.

Anyway quite gross cause my hands were stain with his blood.

That briefly completes my report on how i save a life.

2007-09-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

This actually happens in real life.

Finance Manager of Company B walked into General Manager's room...

Finance Manager: "Mr XXX, this is the P/L statement for this month..."

General Manager Company B took the file, flip over the papers, look through and threw the whole file back to the Finance Manager.

General Manager: "Is this the kind of shit that you are going to give me?"

The Finance Manager took the file back to her office and calculated. The figures were indeed wrong.

The next day, board of directors' meeting...

The CEO took the P/L statement from the GM of company A (the mother company buys over other companies and therefore these companies became its sub-company)

The CEO took the file, flip over the papers, look through and threw the whole file back to the GM of company A.

CEO: "Why are the profits going downhill?"

GM of company A was stunned and do not know what to say. Sensing that GM of company A was in difficulty, GM of company B took the initiative to speak for the GM of company A.

GM (company B): "This is because..."
CEO: "shut the fuck up. she got a mouth to speak for herself."
GM (turning back to GM of company A): "Now...tell me the reason why are the profits dropping..."

An irony isn't it? The higher the level or position, the more uncouth they get.

Well..this is the world we live in...

And yes... i pity my finance manager.

~~~~~~

听着雨滴答滴答不停的下。。

常常听人说：“阳光走在风雨后。。”

什么时候才能感受到阳光的温暖呢？

~~~~~~

2007-09-13T12:25:00.000+08:00

I happen to see this while surfing a random blog. This really spice up my day. And the thing is, you need a little IT knowledge and BGR knowledge to understand the content. Enjoy!!

------------------------------------------------------------------------<3

Dear IT Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed aslow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower, gifts and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0, NBA 3.0 and World Cup 2.0.

And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system.

I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed,
Desperate Housewife

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Reply:

Dear Desperate Housewife,

First keep in mind:

Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is anoperating system.

Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0 ..

If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.

But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to GrumpySilence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1.

Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wav files.

Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program.

These are not supported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly.

You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance.

I personally recommend Hot Tasty Food 3.0 and Tongkat Ali 6.9.

Good Luck,
IT Support

2007-09-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

fuck it.

just screw the results.

time to save some money for an overseas degree.

2007-09-09T02:39:00.000+08:00

NPCC OFFICERS' DAY AND AWARDS PRESENTATION CEREMONY 2007

On behalf of the NPCC Council, please be informed that you have been awarded the Commissioner of Police Award. Please accept our heartiest congratulations.

=)

what can i say? Another collection to my CV?

2007-09-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

"It's the choices we make that defines who we are and you can always choose to do what is right."

-Peter Parker-

It all started as a Camp High Achiever Instructor. Today was my first event with the company at Farrer Park Primary School. It was fun dealing with kids apart from the few mischievous ones. It was an experience for me because all the previous camps as that I went for as instructors were for secondary school students and all were mainly NPCC camps/events. In NP, I am still entitled with the legititmate power which I only use from time to time when cadets defy orders. But taming the young energetic ones is a whole different story.

However I shall not touch on much about my experience. The focal point is on the quote above. I really don't know if its act of God or simply just coincidence but it really makes me reflect on myself.

This primary 3 girl who is in my group happens to see this quote in the booklet which were given out to them. The conversation goes something like this:

girl: instructor, there is something written here
me: hmm...let me see what is written here. It's the choices we make that defines who we are
and you can always choose to do what is right.
girl: huh?
me: do you know what it means?
girl: don't know

I went on to explain a little to that little girl and ran off before she prompt me with more questions. When I went back home, I realize that the downloading of the 'spiderman 3' movie has been completed. Nice plot. Nice character (the guy whose role is harry osborne looks so suave that it makes me drool...) The quote was the exact last sentence peter parker said before the end of the movie.

Hmm...what can I say? Many times I feel that the choices that I made are really wrong. I don't know if I am just down on luck or am I just born stupid. Many would probably just laugh it off and place their bets on the latter. Well...maybe they are right. Sometimes I really hate who I am. Being that over-sensitive, childish, boastful me. Mind you that those three words are not the complete list. I thought that by saying my bad points out would change my character but it seems to be making it worst. I guess its time for a change. 3 more years down the road, I will turning 21. I don't want to be remembered being that chap with a dreadful list of bad character.

I guess sometimes the way people look at you makes a big difference.

How do you look at me today?

How do others look at you today?

~it's really good to hear your voice, saying my name, it sounds so sweet...~

2007-09-03T03:01:00.000+08:00

4 days have passed.

i can feel the whole process repeating...

i have tried my best...really...

i tried...i have tried very hard...

i didn't mean to...

i am confused...

i feel fear...

i am lost...

please...

i sometimes feel that i don't know myself

i am so not confident of myself

why?

why? tell me why?

its simply driving me insane.

fine then. i shall shut it all to myself.

if its painful, let it be...

if it kills, let it be...

i will probably be better off not seeing tomorrow's daylight...

2007-08-31T02:42:00.000+08:00

上天也算是对我仁慈。

让我用一年换回你一个钟头的时间。

那只猫，那瓶酒，那些不应该说的话。。。也许我永远不会忘记。。。

谢谢你陪我度过一个难忘的18岁生日。

=）

2007-08-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

I screw everything up big time.

Marketing paper is 'beyond human consumption'. The marketing department must be out of their mind to set papers harder and harder for each semester. I did both last year april and oct sem papers. April paper is still pretty ok, Oct paper prove to be more challenging but the paper that we had is.....

Everyone were comparing answers when they left the examination hall but the only question i can post is,"when is marketing supp paper?"

OB? similiar case. I was very tired when i was doing the paper. Bad planning man. Who the hell would want to have an examination at 7pm to 9pm at night? Anyway, i was so tired that i failed to read the cover page of the exam paper:

"4. Answer ANY TWO questions in Section C."

I only realize it when the whole fucking paper ended. I was screaming my head off and punching anything that comes in my way (which includes strangling kelvin and glen). And hoping that someone will just kill me at that time.

Well...two more papers to go. I am seriously wondering how am I suppose to survive this.

I think I shall just comfort myself by changing my first sentence.

I screw everything up big time. Its not the first time anyway.

Do You Have What It Takes...?

2007-08-22T00:57:00.000+08:00

Alright. Here i am slacking on my bed and thinking of something to do. Mr. Motivation is obviously not on my side today. Haven't been really productive apart from the few chapters of OB topics which i guess i didn't even remember half of what i have studied.

Ming Liang interrupted my call just now when i was talking to 'who must not be named'. As usual, he told me about the current situation in NP. Individual VS Group which is also known as intergroup conflict (well...since i am on this topic, why not apply some OB skills?)I still remember back then when i had conflict with ming liang and osborne. The 'fiercest battle' being held at toa payoh stadium with ming liang shouting back at me,"No...shone, you will not leave..I will..." Wasn't a very good leader back then (although i am still not a very good leader now..)

Ming Liang left a quote on the NP blog which goes like:

"Leadership is action, not position.."

I guess he got this during the CIBTC. After going through 6 years of NP and nearly 2 years in polytechnic, I have probably seen the best kind of leadership and of course, the worst. Thinking back, what are the qualities of a good leader?

Confidence? Perseverance? Hardworking? I will need a dictionary if i were to list every single qualities down. From personal experience, people tend to work on a 9,1 on a managerial grid and neglect on how group members think or feel. In order to sustain the group cohesiveness, leftout group members tend to keep their trap shut and try to get things done. Sometimes, it really gets a good team leader to point out the problem in a group. But in reality, people try to avoid it to prevent a conflict. To get into conflict is actually a good thing. I used to spend several hours arguing with angel over puny matters before coming to an agreement. And what does that lead to? Better friendship and bonding.

It kind of sadden me to find out that every batch of NCOs have internal conflict among themselves. Does this mean that the first 3 years means nothing to you guys? Where is the 'one for all and all for one' spirit?

It suddenly reminds me of the 'sunflower formation' back in CIBTC. The night where we lie down, closed our eyes......nostalgic. If any of you NCOs are reading this, i hope you guys will just spend a few minutes to think back about those times when you guys spent together. Although i have always been semi-active in the corps due to other commitments, i sincerely hope that the unit will grow to become one of the best. You guys are the backbone of the unit, if you guys don't help yourselves, the unit is bound to close down just like what jia hua has said.

I guess there isn't a need for me to preach more. Even if whatever that is written above is taken as trash, I hope you guys remember this:

"Don't be afraid to admit that you are less perfect;
It is the fragile tread that binds us to each other."

If I have to choose to remember one thing that I have learnt in BTC, it will be 'Leaders must put their pride to the lowest." Learn to accept and correct your own and others' mistakes.

Lastly, i want to share something which i have found on Mr. Amos's blog:

"Watch your thoughts because your thoughts can become your actions,
Watch your actions because your actions can become your habits;
Watch your habits because your habits can mould your character,
Watch your character because your character can reap your destiny."

whatever your (the unit's) destiny will be, begins from how you think.

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Note: This article is written with the intention to motivate people who reads this blog especially those from the Beatty NPCC Unit. If by any means this article is crap to you, please kindly leave the site without leaving any comments that may irritate the writer or other readers. Your understanding is much appreciated.

Lastly, special thanks to ming liang who have been through thick and thin with me in my np life. Hong Li, Haslinda, charlie squad, NCO 04/05 and others who have made NP life interesting in one way or another. Mr Amos for teaching me not only physics but also important lessons in life.

2007-08-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

那现在对你最重要的是什么？

是一个不能说的秘密。。。

2007-08-17T18:41:00.000+08:00

Its time to do some target setting. I must say that this semester I have done pretty badly and the horrendous grades proves it all.

Target Setting:

OTBS    B+
POM     A
OB     B+
DBIS     B
EBM     B
BCPRCC     C+

Total Credit Units = 25.0
Total Targeted (CU multiply by Grade Point) = 82.0

82/25 = 3.28 (Total GPA for this sem)
3.28 + 2.91 + 2.33 = 8.52 (Total GPA for all sem)
8.52/3 = 2.84 (Average GPA)

The above target is definitely unachievable by someone as obtuse as me but hopefully this can motivate me to study harder over the weekends. Many would probably think that i may be too naive to hope for these grades but i wouldn't give two hoots about it (although i must agree that I need more than just a miracle to attain it). As the saying goes,"Don't set your goals by what other people deem important: only you know what's best for you."

And the challenge starts NOW....

2007-08-17T02:51:00.000+08:00

i really don't know.

*sigh*

2007-08-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

Title: Ghost of you and me
Artist: BB Mak

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues?
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do

Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over?

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine

Raising my glass,
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over?

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me...

2007-08-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

Please read the rules first:
Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.
People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.
In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their name.

and i was tagged by carolyn.
since i am feeling bored, i shall just do this before i sleep.

1) when i am alone, i tend to walk with my head hanging down.

2) when i am thinking of something happy, i will unconsciously smile to myself and everyone will thinks that i am mad.

3) i have lots of mood swing and they change very quickly. so just bear with it.

4) i am not gay but i do admire guys who i think is shuai to a great extend.

5) disturbing people makes me happy. and i mean it... (yes...i am a sadist)

6) since lyn sends me this, it reminds me of someone and that leads to the 6th weirdest thing about me...........I despise girls who can't dance.

and finally the 6 peeps who are gonna be doing this.

1) may lwin
2) melvin
3) benjamin
4) angel
5) ming liang
6) anyone who wants to do this

2007-07-31T08:53:00.000+08:00

I may be an emo boy but nothing beats a game of basketball! =) I guess we will be playing every wednesday and hopefully if we join the competition this time, we won't lose as badly as we did last year.

Finally receive my harry potter book today but i think i will have to put it aside until i finish my projects. *sian*

Congrats to melvin for completing his first triathlon.

the words I need to hear to always get me through the day...

and make it ok....

i miss you...

2007-07-28T11:48:00.000+08:00

one more week and i will clear all my projects...

Tuesday = Dateline for POM project
Wednesday = CDS test
Friday = Dateline for DBIS project

That leaves me with OTBS and that is much easily to settle compared to DBIS.

Yesterday, I went down to ngee ann poly to help lyn with her radio test. Nervous sia, never been to a radio-station kind of environment before. Wah liao...that lyn ar. Ask me to help her then still shout at me. Na bei... if not because i see her as my good friend and she willingly treat me lunch, i would her slap her le...Wait. I don't hit woman de so probably i will just tell her off. (Btw, the food that we ate quite nice leh. Although i don't know what is it called.."

After her radio test already, guess what she ask me to do?

*stun*

"shone, go 'shop n save' and help me film a short video for my PR project."

*sian* Ask me be your cameraman i don't mind la. Ask me to help you act. wah liao... you first day know me ar? Not as if you don't know my acting skills ma chaim sai de. If i go join some mediacorp talent search, i haven't take the application form, they throw me out le. Anyway, i was kind of awkward there cause i was the only guy there. (the others are kelda, sarah and lyn herself.) Luckily after that got one guy called Yi Song came. I think he quite nice la but everytime kanna bully by lyn. *tsk tsk* lyn ar lyn... don't keep making fun of people's hair la. His hair at least better than mine lor can? LOL.

After that went to watch 'Alone' with them in town. One of the best horror show that I have ever watched. I still prefer 'shutter' but this is good too. Town is filled with shopping centres, therefore there isn't a need for me to further explain what the girls did. Yi song and I did a little bit of shopping too and bought the same shirt from G2000. I think its nice and its worth the money. Went to Carl Jr to have dinner before heading home.

Gonna rush my projects now..Ciao.

2007-07-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

*smiles*

I am slightly ahead of schedule for my exam preparation. I am one topic ahead for EBM (which is one of the subjects that i hate the most). Exams are gonna end on the 27th August which means I can work earlier a few days more and earn that extra buck.

However what sadden me is that my friendly approach has receive a hostile reply. Even if i have malign you, I don't see any reasons for you to flare but anyway i have no intension to rebuke. I hope that this will just end here. However if you decide to tread on my toes, don't blame me for being offensive. My guess is that you wouldn't want any childish online warfare to start, which will not hurt me regardless physically or psychologically. So i hope that this issue will just die down here.

Well.. gotta finish my OB script now. *sian*

2007-07-24T00:26:00.001+08:00

R-Cube

Race to help.

Raise the funds.

Rays of hope.

What is R-cube? A charity race

When? 7.30am, 11th August 2007

Where? Tanjong Beach of Sentosa

Distance? Approx 6km

How? Wear the wristband that is being sold by the organisers to enjoy free admission into Sentosa on 11th Aug. Board the special shuttle service (from 7 - 8am) to Tanjng Beach from Seah Im Bus Interchange (directly opp. Harbourfront MRT)

Check it out @ www.freewebs.com/rcubee
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Anybody wanna go? mervyn is suppose to go with me but he has a test on that day. *sian* then that gay-ass aka ming liang, buy the wristband le then don't wanna go. Haix... but cannot blame him la. 'A' levels this year so study hard ba. If you are interested, please leave a note on my tagboard. Thanks.

I visited someone's blog just now. I am not sure if you are talking about me but if you are, i guess you have got the wrong idea. Yes, it has been a long time. However, all these while, i wasn't talking about you and i have WOKE up and gotten over it long ago. My world don't just revolve around the year 2005/2006. So just to clarify your doubts, I was definitely not referring to you. If it happens that you are not mentioning about me and i have malign you, i deeply apologize for whatever that is written here. Anyway, thanks for the memories that you have given and all the best for your exams.

Lessons start at 9 tomorrow. Gonna head for bed now.
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一首现在很想唱的歌。。。

残废作词：吴克群　
作曲：吴克群

爱里行动不便追不上你的美
脚步再快跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁想擦掉你的脸
擦不掉痛却更明显

你说你要的世界
在很远我不了解
分手就分手
别把话说得太美

我像个残废飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费

在爱里残废非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点原点却又像终点
然后多痛一遍

2007-07-22T23:14:00.001+08:00

wah liao... few days never blog only then my chatbox tio flood...

its like everybody is starting to do some anti-smoking campaign.

okok. i will explain myself CLEARLY!!!

Firstly, i smoke is because i am very very stress in school especially with the freaking year 2 workload.

Secondly, i smoke because i am curious about how it feels. (for those who wanna know how it feels, i can tell you and provide you with free lectures and tutorials on how to smoke. =P)

therefore....
rena, benjamin, shang ming, ann kay, xiao yue, borne and jessica: thanks guys for your care and concern BUT I AM DEFINITELY NOT ADDICTED TO SMOKING!!!! and to jess: you will still get your street lamps even though i am not smoking. =)

maylwin and ming liang: yes, i admit i smoke partially because of hu shui (i think ming liang should know who is it...) and to ming liang: haha... actually i dont intend to smoke le but i love to see that reaction you gave me when i tell you that i want to smoke. Don't angry hor... =P Anyway, it was really productive studying with you today. And i love that wristband. LOL!

Anyway, I can see projects piling higher and higher. Exams are also coming soon. And home isn't a good place to study therefore i was invited to a good place to study....

NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE

No...you didn't see wrongly. Since they are going to have night classes there, I am sneaking in to study. I don't care if i didn't pay school fees to use their resources. At most tio caught then just say ming liang let me in de (by now ming liang must be fuming like mad...=P). So people from nyjc, if you happen to see a not-so-familiar face. Yes...thats me.

Talking about nyjc, it suddenly reminded me of melvin. Just happen to see him today after dunno how many months. Brother, i think you shrunk is it? Why i see borne like ma chaim bigger and taller than you? Haha.. anyway, remember to find ann kay, xiao yue and me after your exams.

I guess thats all for today. And for one last time... I AM NOT ADDICTED TO SMOKING!!!!

2007-07-18T20:31:00.000+08:00

I have changed my strings so have my life.

My first cigarette for the last seventeen years.

Life seems like nothing to me now....

*sigh*

~its okay...i miss you..~

2007-07-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

sometimes its better not to know some things.

I have lost something and I dont know how and where to find it back.

I dont feel like myself anymore.

Can someone tell me what is happening?

They look so fake... neither am i real...

I really want to leave. Can i....?

2007-07-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

changed my blog's song last night. I have been watching 'It started with a kiss' also known as '恶作剧之吻' for the past few days. I am really a bit back dated since this drama serial was out in 2005 nevertheless, it is a damn funny drama. The second series is coming out late this year so I am kinda looking forward to it. The song which is called '恶作剧' has been in my playlist for the last few days. Everyday i would cycle to school and listen to this song. It somehow brighten my mood.

Anyway, gotta take a bath and head for bed. I am so tired...

~is it a change...?~

2007-07-12T00:45:00.000+08:00

My electric guitar string snapped.

My acoustic guitar string snapped long ago.

Now i am only left with my classical to play with.

I guess nothing has been going smoothly for me.

fuck.

2007-07-09T20:07:00.003+08:00

almost all my results are back.

One word to describe...

"chui"

*sigh*

2007-07-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

me: two weeks never talk le leh...
ming liang: aiya... also good la... you so hum ji, it wouldn't make any difference...

come to think of it... i think its quite true. Since i so hum ji, it probably doesn't make a big difference if i exist in your world or not. Might as well be like this forever and i have one less trouble in mind.

*sigh*

2007-07-03T00:28:00.001+08:00

Too many things have been happening recently. Some i can just ignore but i choose not to and some i want to ignore but i cannot. This kind of life is getting really frustrating. I know its not their problem but i just cannot stand it. Then again, I have no rights to interfere which is the reason why i run away and choose not to know. Do you think its very fun to know something but pretend to be in the dark? If i haven't been sensitive enough, i would have just lead my own life and not freaking care about it. My sanity is hanging by a thread so please know your limits before i turn around and ask you to "FUCK OFF!"

SYFOC 2007

2007-07-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

Here are some photos which I took during SYFOC 2007...

Joyclyn and Ruo Hui

Joyclyn and Ruo Hui 2
Ruo Hui and Me

National Stadium

The national stadium is going to tear down soon so i took a photo of it to keep it as a momento. Had a lot of fun doing duty with joyclyn, ruo hui, elton, benson, may lwin, chenson, vincent, Ilyas and those who were there to have fun or have helped me out one way or another. Once again, SK warriors in action. Well...Hope to see you guys soon.

Just a short post. I need some sleep...

2007-06-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

i saw this on hui yu's blog just now and found it quite meaningful.

我爱你

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。
第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人.
首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，
也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人；
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？
没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。
当一个人不爱你要离开你，
你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？
爱不是占有，
你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，
如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：
爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，
如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，
真爱是不会变成怨恨的。
你呢？找到了第几个？
茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

2007-06-23T13:59:00.000+08:00

If lyn's body cannot digest seaweed, then my body cannot digest corn...

Yes...I see corn in my ****.

LOL

2007-06-22T14:55:00.000+08:00

KONAYUKI (”Powdered Snow”) - English Translation

We always miss each other in the season of fluttering powdered snow
Though we’re lost in the crowd, we’re looking up at the same sky
And blown by the wind, we both feel the same chill

I’m sure I don’t know everything about you
But still I found you out of a hundred million people
I have no proof, but I truly believe that

We can’t spend time together without quarrelling over little things
If we can’t be honest with each other, happiness and sadness are empty

If the powdered snow had made our hearts white
Would we have been able to share our loneliness?

I want to press my ear against your heart
And descend quietly into the depths where that voice leads me
Let’s meet there once again

I’m the one who said I wanted us to understand each other, but just brushed the surface
When just by holding your cold hand we’re connected

With eternity before it, the powdered snow seems too fragile
It stains the surface of the rough asphalt

Powdered snow, sometimes I’m unreliable and my heart is swayed
But even so I want to keep protecting you

If the powdered snow has made our hearts white
It will enfold our loneliness and return it to the sky
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Just finish watching "1 litre of tears" this morning at 4am. The show kind of touched me although its not the most touching drama that i have watched. Yes, i admit there were tears in my eyes. The songs in there were pretty nice.

Therefore, for those who thinks that life has no meaning,
please watch this show.
For those who just wanna cry, please watch this show.
For those who thinks that life has no meaning and wants to cry,
please watch this show.
For those taking mid-years, As, Os or any other exam and wanna cry because you are too stress, please watch this show.
For those who got nothing to do and finding something to do,
please watch this show.

In short, this show is a MUST watch!

Anyway, i went to benjamin's blog just now and saw this laozhaborblogspot.com
LMAO man. Once again, spend some time to go and see.

Gotta go sch and do my project liao.

~~~
With my feelings on the March wind
The cherry blossom buds continue on into spring
~~~

2007-06-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

omg... this week really tires me out. Cut my hair so that i can be back in NP, do projects (NP and sch...), follow exercise routine...blabb.....

Went to NYJC today to help yao xian settle the phone problem. I must admit i went there and made a lot of noise so jessica leow gave me a sec one question to do so as to shut me up.

Here is the question (you won't believe its sec one maths...):

Find the values for A, B and C
13/94 = 1 / (A + (1 / (B + 1/C)))

When i first saw this question i was like....

hmmm...ok...lets try....

but after 5 mins....I was like....

stone
stone
stone
stone
stone

"Wei jessica leow, give me the answer so that i can try out leh!"

"don't want leh..."

"@&#^$%*!@&%$%!&....."

I do have the answer now thou, anybody wanna give it a try?

2007-06-19T02:26:00.000+08:00

Miracle sia...my dad actually bought sushi for me!!!

1st picture: my very last piece of sushi...
2nd picture: the empty boxes... the sushi were great!!

2007-06-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

Suddenly feel that I have a lot of things left undone, a lot of hopes and dreams left unfulfilled.

Alright...here are some things which i want to accomplish for the rest of the year:

1) run at least 2 times a week
2) swim at least once a week
3) skip everyday
4) try to attend parades regularly
5) try to finish NP task and not give up half way
6) learn an instrument
7) 2 star kayaking
8) OBS trip
9) spend 1.5 hrs studying everyday
10) try not to be late for lessons
11) not to wank more than thrice a week
12) stay awake during lessons
13) eat healthier food
14) sleep earlier
15) read more books
16) be less sarcastic and lame
17) spend lesser money
18) MYOB
19) reach 1.67m by the end of this year
20) ****** ***** *** *** **** * *** ****

I don't know how many i can accomplish. Especially no. 19 will be pretty difficult (near impossible). Nevertheless, i will try.

2007-06-18T00:52:00.000+08:00

The long waited K850...

Model: Sony Ericsson K850
Display: 2.2" TFT 262k colour

Camera: 5 Megapixels with autofocus, QVGA @ 30fps, xenon flash and 3LED video light; auto
lens cover, secondary videocall camera, 2592х1944 pixels

Memory: Internal 40MB

External has dual card slot M2 and microSD

Size: 102 x 48 x 17 mm, 118 g

Battery: Stand by: 400hrs Talk time: 9 hrs
Release: Q4 of 2007

Others: HSDPA, 3.6 Mbps

Model: W960
Display: 2.6" TFT 262k colour, Touchscreen
Camera: 3 Megapixels with autofocus, video(VGA), flash; secondary VGA videocall camera,
2048x1536 pixels
Memory: Internal 8GB

External None
Size: 109 x 55 x 16 mm, 119 g
Battery: Stand by: 370hrs Talk time: 9 hrs

Release: Q4 of 2007

Haix... At least 3 more months before both phones will be released. But my guess is that it will be released in singapore just before christmas. By then GST already gone up. *SOB* Although in terms of functions and looks, K850 will beat W960 hands down but due to money factor, i may get the W960. 3.2megapixs are more than enough for me. Plus its additional advantage is the touchscreen effect and 8GB storage space (hopefully it won't lag) and symbian OS. However none of them are clamshell phone. Thats why i am still considering the V8 and V9 from motorola. Not forgetting the Motorola Z8 slider which has 16 million colours TFT (stupid SE keep producing 256K phones). But i must say SE is getting better and better. Dual memory slot so that consumers can use either M2 or microSD. Well...i guess i will just have to wait till the end of the year.

Anyway, I have changed my blogskin after sticking to that blogskin for like dunno how long. I will try to add more stuff in time to come. As for now it will just be like that.

A new skin, A new start...

~I just want to walk away...and leave you without a trace...~